My name is Allison Kennelly and this is what my enemy says to me.
Hey Allison,
You’re all alone aren’t you? No one wants to be your friend here. They only interact with you because they feel like they have to out of pity. You aren’t special and you aren’t making a difference on your team, squad or even the people you claim to be serving. The funny thing is that you think you heard God’s voice in all of this. You didn’t, that was just your own thoughts. You only came on this trip for the adventure.
Since you aren’t hearing God’s voice and no one wants to be around you, how could you possibly try to be a leader? It’s a joke. You and I both know that you can’t do it, which is why you weren’t placed in a leadership position from the start. What you’ve been doing isn’t ministry. You’ve had it too easy with warm water for bathing and regular toilets for the better part of 2 months. Better not let anyone find that out.
Oh, and you’re worth? It comes from how you look and how put together you are. With 5 day unwashed hair and laundry covered in snot, you’re just a fat mess. What guy would ever want to marry a girl like you? Just act like it doesn’t matter and do your best to hide, and it’ll all be fine.
Sincerely,
Your enemy
My name is Allison Kennelly and this is what my God says to me.
Hey Allison,
I’m so proud that you pushed out of your comfort zone and are here on the race. This is our dream, not just your own and we’re in it together. I’m so excited to see how you’ll grow this year and how much closer we’ll get. I’ve created you to be unique and chosen you to live out this awesome life I’ve planned for you. The things you’re learning in this season are all part of that. It’s a building process.
Look around you, see the great community I designed to be around you? Your team and the squad have been brought together for a reason. I know you think you’re alone in this, but you’re not. I’m always with you and the people around you are struggling as well. Once you learn to accept my love for what it is and not for what you are, you can live in the freedom I bought for you with the cross. I didn’t send you only for the people in the countries you’ll be serving, but also for those squadmates around you who need a tangible expression of My love. That’s what you are.
That’s not all you are, though. I put so much inside of you when I created you. I can’t wait to show you all of it. I love to gaze at the beauty and detail I used when I formed you. You look at yourself with disgust, yet my fingerprints are all over you. I long for you to walk in the confidence of all I desire you to be. You truly are a great woman of God because I have chosen to reside in you. Walk in the knowledge of how valuable you must be for me to have selected you for that purpose.
I love you, oh so much.
God
Shout out to Hillary who gave our team this idea!
