So…. It’s finally come down to the last month of this journey called the Race. There are so many feelings that come with this.
I’m so excited to see my family soon! But I’m also afraid. I’m scared of fitting back into the culture that America calls normal. I’ve been living in Asia for nearly an entire year, and let me tell you, life here can be very different!
I don’t know what I’ll do without my team and my squad constantly around me. Living in community is hard at times, but it is such a blessing. It will be a big adjustment not to constantly have friends around me.
I’m overwhelmed by the thought of being surrounded by Americans who all speak English – of being in big groups of people, even of going back to my church and community in Northern Michigan.
I’m excited to share my stories, pictures, and experiences, but I’m afraid people won’t know how to relate because they haven’t shared the same experience of life overseas. Please, ask questions about my year of travel when I get home, but only if you really want to hear and you’re willing to listen!
As far as what’s next… I’m not sure yet. I have dreams for my future that I’ve realized this year, but I’m uncertain of how to get there. I’m excited but nervous at the same time.
On our travel day from the Philippines to Indonesia, I realized it was our last time traveling to an Asian country together as a squad. I looked around on the plane, surrounded by my friends and everyone who’s been on this crazy trip with me for the past ten and a half months…. I don’t want to be separated from them. They’ve become my family. What will it be like flying, travelling, or living without them?
Amidst all these feelings of uncertainty, one thing is certain: my life continues after the World Race. This season is ending and this journey of travelling is coming to an end, but the journey of life is still ahead of me! And something God reminded me of back in Nepal is this: He still has greater things in store.
My story isn’t over just because I’m coming home. No, it’s just beginning. God is still writing my story and He knows what’s next, even when I don’t.
See ya in 16 days, America!!
