This past July my niece, Esther, came to visit for a week as my brother and his wife were traveling for work. Let me set the stage – she’s two and a half, full of energy, and fights taking naps at all costs. And from the moment she wakes up you better be ready to rumble! But she is such a joy to our family! We love her – tantrums and all.
In many ways, Esther’s life has made me reflect on my own relationship with the Lord. Since I’m still single, I’m not used to the demands of a toddler. I now see it requires such a great deal of sacrifice and preparation. And let’s not forget the importance of discipline! Most of the time when I’m with Esther our conversations include, “Don’t throw toys.” “Don’t touch that.” “No, I’m sorry, you can’t have cookies for breakfast.” (Actually, sometimes I would love cookies for breakfast!) 🙂
But most of us would agree that it’s natural for a toddler to misbehave. Children don’t always see the big picture. However, parents continue to discipline them because they know one day they will grow up and understand.
This makes me think of my own walk with the Lord. It has been a journey of discipline these past few years. My conversations with the Lord include, “Melissa, don’t be envious of others.” “Melissa, don’t worry about the future.” “Melissa, don’t be obsessed with possessions.” And if I’m being honest, I have found it difficult to obey when the Lord disciplines me. I find myself acting just like a toddler in response to His correction.
But I think the Lord is patiently waiting for me to grow up each day in my spiritual journey, just as parents patiently wait for their children to mature. He knows I don’t enjoy the correction, but He sees my future, the bigger spiritual picture, and He continues to discipline. And one day, whether it’s in this life or the life to come, I will understand and be grateful for His guidance.
So I confess, there are days I struggle to obey. But like Esther, I’m still growing and learning and falling and getting up again. And that’s okay! The Lord’s discipline is from a place of love. He won’t give up on me and I’m certain He won’t give up on you!
So would you pray for me and with me?
1) Obedience:
Lord, help me to obey You even when I don’t understand.
2) Humbleness:
Lord, turn my selfish desires into selfless living.
3) Gratitude:
Lord, remind me of Your past faithfulness and compassion. I have so much to be thankful for!
Thanks again for reading, and go on, have some cookies for breakfast (just don’t tell the kids)! 🙂
Much love,
Melissa
P.S. Here’s a few pictures of my niece. We sure do love her spunky personality!
