Wow, what a week it has been! God has packed more "life" into this week than I ever dreamed possible. I have laughed, cried, danced, sang, grieved, forgave, led, followed, shared, loved, and the list goes on and on. God blessed me with some of the most amazing and astounding men and woman of God, people I now consider my family. To be honest, this week I saw a little slice of heaven here on earth. Blessing after blessing God poured out this week, to a person who frankly doesn't deserve it. That's the beauty of God's love though, the goodness of God that we, as human, will never fully understand or comprehend.
I am still trying to process all that happened to me this week, so when that happens another blog will be coming. All I can say for right now is how blessed and loved I feel. I was able to grow closer to God this week and I can feel his touch on my life at this very moment. I prayed for him to challenge me, I prayed for the ability to grow closer to my Father in Heaven, I prayed for community, I prayed for humility, I prayed for the spirit to fill me, I prayed for more of him and less of me. What did I get? All of it. It wasn't all easy, it didn't come free of cost, but without a doubt it was worth it!
It was so apparent this week that God just wants to love us. He just wants to share it and see it spread! He wants to take away our pains, our failures, our doubts and fears, bring out the darkness and fill it with his holy light. God's Truth was spoken both to me and through me. How awesome is that!? I just want more! I don't even feel bad saying it! I want MORE! There is no limit in which God gives, his love is never ending and for everyone who walks this earth. In order to receive his blessings all he asks is for us to believe and love him. What a freaking deal! I love him with all my heart, don't get me wrong. I commit my life to him, and pray that his will take hold for the rest of the time that I walk this place. But seriously, who am I compared to the grace and power of the Lord? I am so small, so miniscule compared to him. And yet he wants to give me more of him! He wants to love ME! I'm all for it! I simply can not get enough of God in my life, there is no such thing as enough of God. My hunger for him consumes me, it fuels me, it encourages and humbles me. God is so great!
Yes, that was a verbal dump. I just needed to express how loved I feel at the moment. More blogs will follow about what happened at Training Camp, and how specific realms in my life have been changed. For now my overall love and joy shall have to suffice! I love my life.
