What don’t I expect?
So many thoughts flutter through my
mind on a daily basis, so many visions pass before these eyes each
night as I lye there sleeping. I am not sure of what all to expect in
all truth.
I guess the normal things come to mind…

I expect

To find new friends
To be invoked, provoked, and any other kind of “voked” you can imagine
To feel as though I have found my place
To laugh, as well as cry
To sing (if you could call what I do singing, perhaps howl!)
To encourage others, challenge others
To be enveloped in the arms of God
To be real, bold, outgoing with those that I meet
To love
To
get sick because I decided to eat the veggies that I was told not too!
haha <–Dont add the tomatoes to the burgers. They’ll get ya!
To venture through lands unknown to me
To wrestle with my own mind
To learn more about myself than I knew possible
To teach others
To comfort those in need of love

To hug, hold, squeeze and love people

To stand at the waters edge and fall into the ocean
To hate mosquitos more than I already do
To miss the world in which I know and love right now

To ride a donkey (This is a must! As I really want to do it!)
To sleep under the stars
To battle with the devil himself
To
wrastle with the Lord because I want to do what I want to do, and he
will put me in the spladle and make me cry until I obey!
To stand bewildered before the Lord

The
expectations I have could fill up the oceans. Some are so deep and some
are just fun, but all of them are bound to shape this trip into
something amazing!
Probably the most confusing of all expectations to me is that 
I expect to be fully satified/totally uncontent!
I
dont know which one it will be! Will I come home to find this longing
heart no longer desiring to travel the world? Or will I come home and
feel more of a burden on this soul than I have ever sensed before? I
dont know which to expect!
 I expect the unexpected!