Have you ever cried for an entire country? I’ve heard of
countries with persecution, no human rights,

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Imagine being forced into joining the military or imprisoned
for life. Imagine having to choose to join the military that you are against,
to protect your family from rape and persecution from that same military.
Imagine having your daughter or sister, no matter the age, forced into work as
prostitutes or in bars in Thailand. Imagine being told where to build a church,
if at all, then have the government tell you when and what you can have in the
service, and for how long. Everything is controlled. Nothing is a choice.

Tonight, I wept for a nation I’ve never been to, or know
anything about. I prayed, I felt the heart of God broken for the people of that
nation. I felt a righteous anger in what has been taking place for more than 50 years. I prayed that God
would send people into this country. I spoke freedom and peace for the people
that live there. I prayed for eyes to be opened, for those with power to be
physically slapped and realize the corruption and greed they’re drowning in.

Although I don’t have much background info, I cannot explain
why I felt such sorrow for the nation that has so much beauty in its country,
natural resources and peoples. The country I am referring to is β ц � м @ and is
spelled this way to avoid easy searches by this country’s government. If you
enter this country, you are shadowed by the secret police, to monitor your behaviour,
who you come in contact with, and where you stay, etc. This is very serious. We
never mention names because you do not want to jeopardize any of our contacts,
the ministries, and the years of work put in already.

Once I’m back home, or at least out of Asia, I
can share more. But for now, please pray for the hearts of the said country and
its government. I’ve already heard stories of small victories within the
military, and I pray for more.