I knew that there was a feature on this blog to show my funding status. But I have been so terrified to use it. I am way under-funded. I was very behind in starting to raise my support because of my job (my job still does not know I am leaving).
I am trying so hard to turn my embarrassment into humility. I have to face the facts that I am missing deadlines.
The World Race has been so incredibly patient with me. I missed the first deadline to accept my acceptance. I missed the next deadline to secure my spot with a small deposit. I missed the next deadline to send out support letters. I am missing the next deadline to raise the first $3,500 (that deadline was set at June 26 and has been moved to this Saturday July 12).
I am Whitney Vines. I am on top of things. I am very organized and pride myself on getting things done, done correctly, and done quickly.
But I am really embarrassed that I have not been able to raise the funds I thought I could.
Basically I need $2,750 more in the next two days. Also, because checks take weeks to clear and process in the system, this money must fly with me to Atlanta for training camp on July 12.
If I do not reach the $3,500 by this Saturday July 12, then I will be writing a personal check for $2,750 to cover the remainder of my deadline.
I was already preparing myself that I wanted to donate towards my trip. However I did not think it would be this much and I did not think it would be this early. What if I don’t end up raising all $15,500? How much of my money am I willing to put into this? I DO believe it is a good investment, but should I be supporting the majority by myself?
Should I be cold-calling my supporters? Should I be forcing people to give? No. I sent nearly 100 letters so far. And I have received $750. I am VERY GRATEFUL for that $750, don’t get me wrong. But I am just so very behind on the set deadlines.
I don’t know what to do. I am writing this all in complete and utter HUMILITY. I am choosing vulnerability over embarrassment. I am choosing to let go and see what God wants to do.
My money is God’s money. It’s all His. So the $2,750 that I am putting in just goes to show that I believe in this. I faithfully believe that He has promised to send me back to Asia.
UPCOMING FUNDRAISERS:
- Chick-fil-A giving days: This will be held at the Chick-fil-A in Dallas at 635 LBJ between Greenville exit and Forest exit. Chick-fil-A is open 6am-10pm. During those hours on my day (TBA), any person who makes a purchase can put their receipt in the “giving box.” All receipts from the “giving box” will be added up and I will receive 15% of that total money to go towards my trip. MORE DETAILS TO COME.
- I will be featured in an upcoming article in my local city’s newspaper. Hopefully this will create some community recognition that leads to prayer and financial support. (www.thegarlandtexan.com)
- More letters to be mailed out!
THANK YOU to those of you who have already donated. And THANK YOU to those of you who took the time to read this crazy long blog hahaha.
I am so grateful for this opportunity and truly believe it’s what I want/need to do with my life right now!
Let me know if you have any questions.
If you know of a person or a group who wants to support a missionary, please send them to this blog!
WE can do this – WE’re in it together!
I AM CHOOSING HUMILITY AND VULNERABILITY.
We never grow closer to God when we just live life. It takes deliberate pursuit and attentiveness. -Francis Chan
