Asia has been a whirlwind for me.
I have felt sluggish and not desiring to do any work for theLord. I want to be excited for the work of the Lord. I have wanted to be on
fire for Jesus but I just can’t seem to find it. In the mornings I would roll
out of bed and barely make it to my ministry awake.
Philippines, Cambodia, and now Thailand
have been a repeating lack that has been taking over my life. I wasn’t
focusing on the opportunities that the Lord was giving me for the day. I
recognize this hold Satan had in my life before entering
Thailand. I wanted to enter Thailand with a new desire to do His work. I prayed
that God would give me a heart for the people and whatever ministry the Lord
provides.
have been a repeating lack that has been taking over my life. I wasn’t
focusing on the opportunities that the Lord was giving me for the day. I
recognize this hold Satan had in my life before entering
Thailand. I wanted to enter Thailand with a new desire to do His work. I prayed
that God would give me a heart for the people and whatever ministry the Lord
provides.
But it still didn’t seem to change anything. I found myself
the past few days sluggishly getting out of bed and trying to find the joy and
energy. All the while I am still dreaming of what I will do when I get home.
the past few days sluggishly getting out of bed and trying to find the joy and
energy. All the while I am still dreaming of what I will do when I get home.
My focus has been off. 
My desires have been off.
My joy almost nonexistent.
My day needs to start with Jesus.
Just a little bit about the mornings for me. I hate them. I
am cranky and sometimes would practically kill to be back in bed. Just ask my
team, they know. With this in mind I know I can’t spend my time with the
Lord in morning because I can’t even concentrate. I do know that I can
concentrate enough to spend a half an hour in prayer.
am cranky and sometimes would practically kill to be back in bed. Just ask my
team, they know. With this in mind I know I can’t spend my time with the
Lord in morning because I can’t even concentrate. I do know that I can
concentrate enough to spend a half an hour in prayer.
Every morning I sacrifice 30 minutes of sleep to pray. God
is sooo faithful. It has been amazing to see just these past few days how
it works. My days have been full of joy and energy. I have been more alive then
ever.
is sooo faithful. It has been amazing to see just these past few days how
it works. My days have been full of joy and energy. I have been more alive then
ever.
Start your day with prayer.
