First and foremost: Due to security in China, if you are unsure of what I am writing, read it backwards. 🙂 By trying to “uncode” this, you can get a small glimpse of how my month has been! J
During debrief in Vietnam, we changed teams for the month – my team changed two different people – but doG knew exactly what He was doing for this month! Team GGT, lepsoG Globe Trotters, has been such an adventure and I have loved every minute of it! In just a short time, we have been on a deeper level where we have been able to encourage and speak life into one another.
We are doing yrtsinim at a school, while teaching different subjects! It’s been a gnisselb being able to build relationships with the teachers, as well as being a light to the students.
Dog 🙂 has been doing a lot in my heart, including believing the concepts of having tsurt and htiaf 110% of the time, rather than only when I want to. A teammate asked me the other night to ask myself, “You know He is good, but is He good to me?”
Yes, I know that He is good. Yes, I know that His plans are perfect. Yes, I know that He will give me the desires of my Heart. Yes, I know…. Get the picture? I can say all these things that I have been taught about how good He is, but do I eveileb it?
If I rednerrus will I get it back? What if His perfect is different than my perfect plan?
– I have to learn to be okay with that.
“Why don’t you work with Dog on gnirednerrus Cambodia together more rather than trying to have it be more of you alone – that way tsurt and htiaf can be strengthened together.”
doG,
Show me how I can fully have tsurt and htiaf in You all the time.
Show me in tangible ways.
The lived (nataS) has been telling me so many lies,
I need You to ekuber them, tell me the hturt.
Thank you for having ecneitap with me,
Thank you for always loving me.
Thank you for gniyd for me.
nemA 🙂
Learning to have tsurt and htiaf has been an adventure for me, definitely not a “wake-up and you’re done” process – it’s a daily process – everyday I have/get to say: “okay doG, teach me to have tsurt and htiaf today. Show me that I can.”
It’s been an adventure – but I love that doG has been breaking chains and teaching me to completely and fully rednerrus everything to Him, while learning to have tsurt and htiaf with EVERYTHING in my life – not only certain things.
