If you know me, you know that I like to be in control of things. It's an ongoing struggle the Lord and I have, one where I'm constantly having to give up the illusion of control to Him. Along with this wonderful control issue, I like to know what's coming next so I can plan and prepare. I love the Boy Scouts' motto, "Always be prepared." I love to be the "mom" of the group and help people by serving them and working behind the scenes on the small details. However, the World Race is going to absolutely shatter any and all illusions of control, preparation, and planning I may have. I know this. I'm working to embrace it. And one of the ways I'm doing this is to stop and enjoy the moment. A good friend gave me this advice when I told him I was accepted on the Race. He said not to get so caught up in looking forward to the future that I miss out on my life here. I need to focus on making memories and strengthening relationships here. As amazing and wonderful the Race will be, I don't want to be so incredibly obsessed with it that I miss out on all the sweet, joyful moments here. Just this evening I volunteered at Club GRACE, a night for kids with special needs to hang out and spend time with their friends. One of the kids is my absolute favorite, and I loved laughing and playing with him tonight. Every time I looked at his sweet face, I was reminded again and again to stop. Enjoy this moment. Thank the Lord for the blessings in my life. Because really, He's blessed me beyond measure. I can't wait to enjoy the moments over the next year!
