My friend Bill and I were walking down the streets of Mae Sot in northern Thailand. We would only

be staying for one night so we were trying to see everything we could in our short time there. We had just

Passed a movie store when we saw a little boy, maybe seven or eight. He was washing his hands and feet

After just digging through the trash sitting in front of a store. He looked at me, I smiled and just kept

Walking, it didn’t take long until he was right behind us saying what sounded like money. Knowing that

Street kids around here are part of gangs, so what ever money we would have given him would have only

Gone to who leads the gang. Instead we decide to just buy him some food, we knew this wouldn’t make it

back to the leader. Bill asked him “pad Thai”? and he shook his head and smiled. We pointed one

Direction he shook his head no, and began to lead us in the other direction, Right to the KFC we had

Passed earlier. Bill and I walked inside, he just stood there and would not come with us. So we grabbed a

Menu  and took it out to him, he picked what he wanted and we sat outside with him and waited for his

Food to come.  Bill and I tried to figure out his name, but any time we looked, or tried to talk to him he

Just covered his face. After a few minutes he let me take his picture. His food came and after we gave it to

Him he went and sat down next to a trashcan and ate. By this now it was time for Bill and I to go meet the

rest of the guys for diner. On the way we began to talk about the way he was acting towards us when we

tried to speak to him, and that he didn’t look Thai either. This was written in the menu  at the restaurant

we ate at.

       “Beginning….

         What do you want to be? I asked this question to street kids who were sitting in front of my shop

        Silent….

        I thought maybe they didn’t understand my   question, then I asked again, what do you want to be, a

Doctor, a teacher, a soldier ect…?

        Silent for a while, and one of them said “I don’t want to be anything”. I asked why? They just shook

there heads. This answer and children’s  feedback annoyed my mind. Because if someone had asked me

the same question of course I have answered. But these children could not give me an answer because…

Everyday when they wake up. The first thing they think of is how or where they can find a trace of money

Or food for there hardship lives. Begging for money, looking for rubbish that can be changed for money,

Daily life is hard enough for them.

        No future dreams….

        Dreaming in the inspiration.

        Their childhood was stolen by the injustice regime in b/u/r/m/a . the poverty and poor drive them to

be here, facing another hardship life.”

        After reading that it all made sense. That boys  only view of himself is the kid digging through the

Garbage for a meal. he doesn’t have anyone to take care of him, to love him, to tell him he can dream, and

Be more than what he is now. And the worst part about it, is that where he is now, a kid on the streets of

Mae Sat Thailand, is so much better than where he came from. I pray they don’t send him back there.