So many' doubts around me. I don't doubt my call to go on the trip but the doubts of loved ones is sure making the whole process weird. I was a little slow about getting my fundraising letter together. I haven't really raised any money yet. Still I have no doubt.I have no doubt because I know my Father is behind me. I know that it may be challenging for me but everything is part of His plan.
Psalm 9:11
"Proclaim among nations what HE has done"
Though I have no doubt, I am extremely nervous. I am nervous and confused. I don't know how to jump into support raising. I have to go out of an element to tell people about the race, and ask for their support.
I have this whole group of friends and family that I normally communicate with. I can speak with them comfortably and have been able to share my heart with them at ease, But to help support raise I have to go out of that group.
Matt 10:20
"For it will not be you speaking, but the Spirit of your Father speaking through you."
This week I plan on visiting people for the first time. To tell them about the race to share with them my heart. I don't quite know what to say. I know that the words will not even be mine. They will all be the words of God just going through me.
Mark 13:10
"the gospel must first be preached to all nations"
There are loved ones who have doubts but in their defense I think they are scared. I think when it comes time to leave they will be behind me 100%.
I just wanna end by saying I am so blessed and highly favored!!!
