God.
You would.
I see you smiling down on me as I begin to
Unravel a little more of life and what you do for me.
Some may say it's coincidence and others fate,
But I know it's you, my creator.
The one who calls me to yourself
And calls me
Beloved,
Beautiful,
Daughter of God.
I've been so confused about what I've seen and heard.
I wanted to believe, but I doubt, Father.
But, you are working through my disbelief.
You put things to remind me you are there.
You knew when I needed to begin to read this book.
I have not been ready until now.
Lord,
I want to experiece your Holy Spirit.
I know that it will not move in me until I let you.
You are an awesome, all consuming fire that is raging in my heart.
"When there is nothing left to burn, you have to set yourself on fire."
I see you smiling over me, Father,
As I crave to see more of you,
As I crave more than this life has to give.
I feel like a child as I draw with you near watching me,
Talking to me.
I can only do so much and you like my childish unknowing ways
because they exemplify your majesty.
I have never actually seen real beauty;
You have and you can teach me to draw.
