As I’ve mentioned, last week was the $7,500 deadline. And unfortunately, I didn’t reach it.
Monday was a long, hard day for me, as I had to tell my teammates goodbye.
Their words of love and encouragement made my failed fundraising efforts thus far even harder. I was devastated that I was going to miss this opportunity to learn and grow with these girls. But I accepted that it was God’s plan for me, and that I must need to be home for the next few months.
I spent most of the day helping my mother, who is an elementary school teacher, get ready for the first day of school. We cleaned and cut and posted and printed for hours. It has become a yearly tradition since she started teaching 5 years ago, and while I was excited to help start her kids on the right foot, my heart was still heavy knowing I wouldn’t be joining my team, and my squad at launch in two weeks.
And then my phone rang.
After spending a few minutes talking to my fill-in mobilizer, talking about the progress I had made, and how far I had to go, and how I planned to continue my work this week, I was blessed with an extension. Which means I still have a chance to reach my deadline and leave with my team!
My faith was tested. And while I was disappointed, I knew that no matter what, the Lord had a plan that I couldn’t see. I didn’t understand why I wouldn’t be able to leave with the wonderful young women who make up the rest of Team Starfish. But I didn’t doubt my place on the Race. I know that I am meant to go on this journey. And I’ve been praying that I’ll get the opportunity to leave in a week and a half.
So right now, I’m asking for help. First and foremost, your prayers. I had a conversation with my dad after church last weekend, and he reaffirmed for me the power of prayer. I firmly believe that if I give my hopes, fears and dreams for this journey to God, He’ll provide. And if you can join me, I know things will work out.
Second, if you’ve been considering donating, or are interested in donating, again, please do so, and SOON. Tuesday, August 26 is the last day to donate online and have it show up by my next check-in on Friday.
And, finally, please share this. The more people this touches, the better chance I have of meeting this deadline and starting this journey with the Lord, and with my team and squad. Today was the first time I realized just how much I’ve come to love these people, especially the girls on my team. My heart was truly heavy at the thought that I might not see them, again. I chose to focus on how grateful I was that I had met them, but I certainly wasn’t oblivious to the fact that I was hurt that I wouldn’t have a chance to be with them.
But God is SO GOOD, and is giving me one last chance to make this happen. As I continue to make phones calls, send emails, meet people face-to-face and do a few more fundraisers this week, I ask for your help and your prayers. I am hopeful, and faithful, and blessed beyond measure.
Thanks for reading, and I’d love to hear from you.
