This past month, I struggled with God daily.
I knew there was an upcoming deadline, and yet my fundraising account was dead and smelly!
I struggled.
I constantly asked why.
There were some days I woke up defeated, and feeling unsupported.
God was challenging me all month to just rest in the TRUTH that HIS LOVE IS ENOUGH.
He kept whispering to me:
My Love is Enough.
My Love is Enough whether you go home or stay on the race
My Love is Enough whether you get funded or not.
It was hard to trust that his love was enough.
I do not want to go home, and to trust God with that was hard.
For debrief this month we were in Panajachel, Guatemala.
A few days before the end of debrief God was again challenging me to rest in the fact that my deadline is only 3/4 days, and whatever happens, HIS LOVE IS ENOUGH!
Again, I wrestled with God.
This recent wrestling match ended a little differently.
I left truely resting in the TRUTH that his LOVE is enough.
I then left to session debrief where a MIRACLE happened.
At this session, we were informed by our coach Bruce, that someone he knew told him that everyone who needed funding would be funded. We are all going to Europe!
I am still amazed by how all this has played out.
At this moment, I am sitting in the JFK airport waiting for our flight to Europe tomorrow.
I have met my deadline!!!! Yay!
I cannot thank all of you enough.
You are truely the hands and feet of Jesus.
"My hearts been rearranged. I'll Never be the same"
