oh deary.

So it is currently 12:39 am on (technically Friday) but really Thursday. I will be leaving in like ten hours to drive to Indiana, have a huge slumber party of 8 amazing new girlfriends, then waking up Saturday morning and carpooling to the World Race October 2011 TRAINING CAMP! So basically, I will be living in my tent and sleeping bag (that I have not even pulled out, tried to set up, or looked at them at all), and carrying around one hikers backpack and a daypack. This will be how I live for 11 months, in 11 countries. 

God has blessed me with 3,000 dollars in order to make my first deadline! God is so good dude! So anyway, I JUST bought my pack and essentials today so things have come together even if it was last minute. I am so incredibly blessed! I don't deserve this type of love from God, but he still keeps providing and honestly, I really don't understand why. I have wanted to quit so many times, but even THROUGH the times that I wanted to quit, I was still doing things in order to go. Yeah, looks like God kinda wants me to go.

Training camp will slap me in the face. I'm punched and slapped at work all the time because that's my job and I keep doing my job and ignore the pain or knowledge of the event. Difference is, God is wayyyy more strong than the girls I work with. God will put me on my face where I need to be. I need to LEARN how to give him everything I have and allow him to slap me into HIS shape.

SO. Training camp. So many new friends, so many new experiences, so much GOD. 

BRING IT ON!