I am a roller coaster of emotions, but it’s like one of the roller coasters that looks like it has a drop off and won’t catch you. You are in constant fear of where the roller coaster is going to take you because you know it’s either not there, or it’s going straight down. In the end you have to have to hope that it will catch you and in the end you will laugh about how crazy it is. That’s my current life. I am leaving the orphanage that I fell absolutely in love with. I am leaving the children who captured my whole heart and soul. I am leaving the country that I became comfortable with. I’m leaving the woman who inspired me every day by how much they endure and smile through it.
This is going to happen every single month, but this one (I imagine) will be the hardest. My whole heart’s passion is for the mentally challenged/down syndrome/disabled people. Being here was such a blessing and a comfort to constantly be around what I absolutely love. Please keep me in your prayers, this is much much harder than I ever thought it’d be. I am just in faith that God has his plan and his will for my new adventure. Isaiah 55:10 says “For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways,” declares the LORD. If it was my ways and thoughts, things would be different. But God is good and he’s got a better plan. I will follow what he tells me to do! Please pray for safe travel to Honduras!
