So, the first deadline is in one week. This deadline is $3,000. I currently have $192 raised in my account. I know God’s got my back and I KNOW God has blessed me and my family in the past few weeks. But to have so much faith that this much money will appear in one week?? I’m not going to lie, this is a very tough obstacle to tackle. God can do all things! I no longer have control. I have given it all to Abba. So if he wants me to go on this trip, he will provide!
Last night was the hardest night I’ve had in a very long time. I could not stop throwing up (or dry heaving after a while), I passed out, and seriously was praying my death prayer to God because I felt as though I could be dying. My body did not feel right at all, my limbs were numb, I was freezing, at one point my hearing and seeing went out and my face felt like it was falling off, and I had absolutely no energy to the point of not being able to talk or convey what I was wanting at all. Sorry for the gory details, but that was my night. I woke up on the floor next to my mom who was also sleeping on the floor with me. I still felt/feel awful but in that moment, I felt the most loved I’ve ever felt in my life. My mom left her work, gave up her whole shift to come and save me, didn’t go back to work, and even slept on the floor next to her disgustingly covered in puke daughter.
I don’t know why I’m telling you this story, I just know God provided me with love and safety in the worst moments of my life, and I know God will provide for me in the near future.
Please do not hesitate to donate for my journey to do the Lords work. He provides for me every day in a way that I will never be able to comprehend. I do not deserve what he does for me on a daily basis, and I would love to return the favor to him and give away a piece of my life to do his work.
Jeremiah 29:11
