As I sit in my hammock, I am eating chocolate and thinking about life. It’s been a cool past 5 minutes.
God has been talking and I have been listening. It’s a pretty neat conversation. He has been sealing my worth and reminding me of the freedom that I walk in because of His sacrifice of love.
He speaks:
“My daughter you are free and never again will you return to the caterpillar you once believed yourself to be. You have wings that are meant for always soaring.”
“My darling you are beautiful and stunning in all the ways I made you. Inside and out, you radiate my beauty.”
“My dear, I have plans for you that will blow your socks off. Adventure, a stellar fella, and so much more.”
“My daughter, you have been completely lifted of the burdens of your past and because of this, you will carry yourself with a heavenly lightness.”
“My dear you never have to fear. So rest and rest well.”
These are just a few of the sweet sprinkles of His heart that I am hearing. They are soothing to my soul. They are promises that are bound in love and laced with hope. Gifts from Jesus!
I have had way too many M&M’s by now but I really feel this is a changing point in life. Not the M&M’s…but rather my heart.
Revelatory actually.
Fear is currently leaving my body and lightness is flooding in!
As a daughter who has struggled for many years with fear of what people think, fear of being worthy, insecurity, and perfectionism…I feel like it has eternally left my life. I physically feel it leaving.
Lies from past eating disorders…healed.
Anxiety…ridded.
Depression…non existent.
Fear…crushed under the heel of Jesus!
All of the above…gone for good!
It feels like I have done a flip and returned back to my feet. Like its trapped inside a zip-lock bag and God is sealing it for me with an unbreakable seal. It’s gone!
Leaving because I am walking in His freedom. Leaving because of my Jesus and how He grabs ahold of me and wants nothing but the best.
He wants all of me and as I have surrendered more, He has given me more than I ever thought possible. He has given me the freedom to walk as a daughter who loves herself, the world , others, and life more because I am in deep love with Him.
I am enough because of Jesus.
I am beautiful because of Jesus.
I am limitless because of Jesus.
I am fearless because of Jesus.
I am victorious because of Jesus.
These truths are huge. If I could explain how long it has taken to really believe and walk in these, we may be here for a few years. But to put it simply, I am new! New in so many ways. Because of Jesus, I know what it feels like to be genuinely loved and accepted, new and whole.
New in the “‘moreness” of Jesus that I crave. New in dreams. New in belief. New in it all.
New because He makes all things new.
I am here to tell you that we have a Father who loves flipping our lives and making them new. He is in the business of complete transformation and He wants nothing more than for us to walk in it!
Let’s freaking go!
