This morning I had a date with Jesus.
It was simple, it was (is) needed, and it was perfect.
A date with the One who understands the complexities of my heart and fully gives life to my soul.
It occurred in my quiet house, where the other inhabitants had left in the morning to go to church.
Where I would normally be, but felt the sweet invitation of a one-on-one service this am, with the One who knows just the message my spirit needed!
A date with the best of the best, the King of Kings and the Lord of Lords.
It was an intimate service of heart exchanges between me and my Beloved.
Where He knew exactly my level of exhaustion and ropes-end and met me there, all while listening to worship music and snuggling with my teddy bear Patches (yes, I still have a stuffed animal at 24! And totally okay with that 🙂
This was a date where I was reminded of His loving character and allowed to sit with truth.
Truth where I was reminded that despite how much I feel like I fail and wrestle with my humanness, that He is continually renewing me day after day and His blood has the power to free.
Truth where I am learning the depths of His love for me; that He knows how weak we are as humans, but gives us His Spirit and reminds me of the good work that God began in us and how it is continuing daily.
Truth that stood up to lies that have been telling me that because I haven’t been perfect that I have some how lost victory, and oh that is not true by any means and thank goodness for beautiful Holy Spirit and His whispers.
Truth that always comes when going on dates with Jesus.
When we are able to say, “here’s my heart Lord-please speak what is true”.
He speaks: “Redemption, love, freedom, identity, and kindness to the journey of being molded in His image.”
The cool thing, the awesome thing about dates with Jesus, is I can have one with Him (you can have one with Him)-anywhere and everywhere.
It doesn’t have to just be in church or in ways that we may limit Him in inviting, He (being the very essence of LOVE) wants to have dates with us every second of our lives and break the stereotypes of routine, to set free our souls to wanting dates with Him everywhere.
So my date occurred in the simplest of ways; after all of my family left the house this am for church, I took advantage of a rarely quiet house and had church in my room. I laid in my bed, with worship music on and simply cried out in prayer.
Restoration was brought.
As I have been feeling really worn down, I layed in my bed this morning and simply felt like it was time to simply rest in the presence of Jesus- just Him and I. No distractions.
Have you ever needed to just be still? I feel like today in the world, it is so hard to find times to be still and just listen to Jesus. But, I am not going to let the world influence that, because Jesus has truth that I need to hear and I want to be still enough to hear it.
As a daughter who has experienced victory and is continuing to ask for wisdom to walk in more, I am getting met with the backlash of the enemy trying to convince me of failure when perfection is not met. But Pappa does not allow for degrading of character and removal of victory, because Jesus’ blood speaks and still has power! Will always have power.
This a.m., I needed to be reminded that as a daughter of God, I am washed by the blood of Jesus and while I will have moments of failure, humanness, and feelings of condemnation, that God will not allow my identity as a daughter of His to be taken.
God spoke sweet truth this morning to that very statement.
He shared that He has gifted me with the Holy Spirit for help in all moments (He knew we couldn’t do it on our own, and the Israelites showed us that-we are faulty creatures but so loved and made in His image at the same time!)
He shared that His love does not change based on performance or deeds, but rather His love spurs us to wonderful works-which don’t make Him love us any more or less even then.
He shared that His kindness moves us to repentance and that He is really sifting through layers of what feels like dirt to me, and making room for His love and allowing His perfect love to cast out fear.
He is giving me more of Him, and ridding me of more of me-and I will always need that (less of me and more of Him!)
He reminded me that redemption is beautiful but not always an overnight process, and that to come face to face with the hardships of the place where I faced the most darkness, is a beautiful time for Him to reveal His glory (and to continue to offer freedom).
He reminded me that I am not a failure and His mercies are new each morning!
He swooned me.
**So I say all of this for encouragement to you all! If you are going through a time where you feel like the enemy is trying to make you feel like you have lost the victory that God has given you, rest assured that is not possible. Jesus’ work on the cross can’t be undone and His victory, simply gains more momentum overtime because He is limitless (not just in love, grace, and freedom, but in all aspects!)
His love and faithfulness reach to the heavens and soar past the highest mountains and He will not let you be snatched out of His hand; but allows us to grow and to truly face more and more victory in life, we face our past and demons-face to face! But He is right there and claiming freedom!
I feel like hearts are so sensitive right now and the Lord is moving and moving powerfully! He is with us! Jesus , we ask for wisdom, protection and to abide in Your love (with rest, prayer, Your word, and by the help of Holy Spirit).
TRUTH TIME!!!!
“4 But when [in God’s plan] the proper time had fully come, God sent His Son, born of a woman, born under the [regulations of the] Law,5 so that He might redeem and liberate those who were under the Law, that we [who believe] might be adopted as sons [as God’s children with all rights as fully grown members of a family]. 6 And because you [really] are [His] sons, God has sent the Spirit of His Son into our hearts, crying out, a]”>[a]“Abba! Father!” 7 Therefore you are no longer a slave (bond-servant), but a son; and if a son, then also an heir through [the gracious act of] God [through Christ].”
Galatians 4:4-7 🙂
WE are HIS! WE are LOVED! WE are REDEEMED!
Ephesians 1:(a big passage but so worth the read and reminder of truth!)
