Have you ever looked at something impossible and thought to yourself, "What if that really was possible?"? It only takes a minute to move from questioning into believing that the miraculous still happens. But living in that minute 24/7 is a different story. What if I really could look at this mountain of $15,000+ I needed to raise and could see it disappear….or the funds appear I guess would be the better way to put it. These were all questions I was asking myself just four months ago when I made the decision to go on the World Race. HOW? How would I come up with this money? I am not rich. I don't own fancy things that would be worth selling. I don't come from wealthy relatives. But God. BUT GOD. Again I am using this phrase. There is so much power in those six letters. ANY impossible situation can follow with them. Here's a little peak into the miracle God has been working out in my life over the past four months.
Rewind to December, 2012. I knew I wanted to do the race and had already been accepted. I paid my $150 deposit to save my spot in faith that God would somehow multiply that by 100. As I wrote the check, I asked God for two things: #1 That I would be fully funded prior to my departure in July. And #2 that my parents wouldn't have to pay a dime of it. Now, you can imagine they weren't too happy about me telling them this. But hear me out. I have the most wonderful and supportive parents. They would give their last dollar to help me reach my dreams and they have paid a pretty penny to bring me to where I am today. Without hesitation they give and give to their children. True examples of our heavenly Father and how joyful He is to give to His kids. However, this time was different. You see, I have never had a hard time trusting my earthly father – he has never failed to be there when I've needed him and provide for my every need and even want. This has create a strong sense of security in my parents, knowing that they have my back always. I am thankful for them, but when they are paying the bill, it doesn't really say "I love you" from God. It says more to me "Even if God doesn't provide, Mom and Dad always will". I wanted to build my trust in the Lord and see Him work in my life in a miraculous way like never before. So I haven't allowed my parents to give any money towards my $15,000 mountain. Although they weren't happy about that, they respected my decision and I think in the back of their minds were crossing their fingers it would happen. So those are the two things I asked God for and I was specific, as usual. HA.
And so the journey of faith began. One after another, people got behind what I was doing. I was overjoyed with the response of the wonderful people God placed in my life. Each and every week I began to feel more loved and my mountain got smaller. As you read in my previous blog, I reached $10,000 in no time! Only by God's generosity and the giving hearts of His beautiful people was I able to get there and go further. After reaching the $10k mark, I felt I was on the downward slope. God had already blown my mind so much, I didn't think it could get any better! How silly is my human mind!!! This is the King of the Universe we are talking about, the Almighty One, the Great I Am! I wish I could see Him for who He really is and long for the day when I will see as He does. Little did I know what He had in store for this little camper girl. The above and beyond kinda God is who we serve. And He has proved that to me in the BIGGEST WAY!
I am honored and so overjoyed to tell you that as of yesterday, due to the generous people who have gotten behind me in this journey, I reached my goal of $15,000*! I am overwhelmed with so many different emotions and it's nearly impossible for me to put into words what I feel right now. I am doing my best to describe to you my miraculous experience and I hope you caught a glimpse of what I am walking in!
God is in the miracle business – FOR ALL. I have seen it first hand. God can do anything! Whatever you need from Him. Whatever you ask from Him. Both of the things I asked for happened. And in only four short months! I am completely overcome with gratitude and excitement. He loves me! He showed me that in the most miraculous and dynamic way! And this is where it gets good…come in closer….He wants to do the SAME for you! That's the beauty of our Saviour. He doesn't do it for just one, He wants to do it for all.
I wish there for more words, but there just aren't. Thank you to my supporters, my Pastors, my church family, my monthly donors and everyone who has made this possible! You will never know what a difference you have made in my life, but one day, when we arrive in eternity you will see the fruit of the seeds you have sown into my life. To God be all the glory because it's all about Him. Thank you for making a way for people all over the world to experience Jesus. I am beyond honored to know you and to have this opportunity.
I long for the day when I can look at the impossible and my first reaction is to laugh! I'm not there yet, but I am closer than I was. I love you all so very much.
*Any future support will go to monthly incidentals while on the race, required insurance and travel expenses.
