Welcome to Island Living…
 
 

This month we have been working at an orphanage on the
island of Ometepe in Nicaragua. 
The island is beautiful and the people are awesome.  The orphanage is self-sustaining and
the kids are pretty baller. 

My job has consisted of a tractor ride or drive out to the
bottom of a volcano to pick up hay for goats everyday.  The land works as a cooperative, so
money transactions have been rare to see. 
It makes me laugh being in a super not consumerist society for
Christmas.  Not to mention might be
hunting iguanas this weekend (from what I am told they taste better then
chicken). 

God is moving.. I know I say this a lot, but when you put
yourself in this place everyday it is easy to see.  There are things that I miss, family, friends, my bike but I
can honestly say that the experience and journey are far outnumbering the
things that hold me to the things that I left behind.  I have been called into a season of joy, things are not
always easy but you learn to laugh and soak it all up.

This is a word that God kind of
pressed upon me the other night…

My head collides with my HEART..

A relatively short distance to measure the weight of FREEDOM.
My Life is not my own
It has been WON!!!
I surrender my battles..
I do this my stepping into Darkness,
Only each step illuminates the rocky crags that continually send me
retreating
to the safe shelter I
refuse to let out of my grasp!
And yet I choose to climb..
Each time I set out it becomes Easier…
And yet more CHALLENGING

With safety becoming more and more a distant memory.

Truth is written on my shield,
And yet my shield only serves as a TABLE..
You see my Life is not my own..
It is but the essence of a child running into the embrace of LOVE!
It is the longing of everlasting communion
with a never-ending
song that dances undignified invading the air
before I BREATHE.
My shield is placed
before my enemies as an offering to step into the deepest depth of knowledge
and the mystery that is explanation.

I choose to climb not
knowing if I reach the summit or slip and fall into the familiar and daunting
days that I continually choose to leave in the space called my past.

It takes very little to keep me going.
For I recognize the Power in the VOICE that beckons me higher..
In it’s most inaudible moment I can hear in clarity
And a never surrendering laugh swells into the deepest NEED or
NECESSITY.
The question has never been do I stop my pursuit of the NEVER ENDING
PURSUER?
The question that I ask is…
Do I declare that..
MY LIFE IS NOT MY OWN?
 
I have been constantly reading 2 Chronicles 4 specifically
7-18 the last few days and it has opened my eyes to what island living is
about.  It is about Being and
realizing that my eyes are set on the unseen.

I hope the holiday season has found everyone completely full
of joy and loving on friends and family. 
I spend my days in tank tops and flip flops completely thankful for all
of you back home.