Oh my gosh where has the time gone!
I feel as though I am on a high speed train flying toward a destination that I haven't even packed for yet. This is stressful to be honest.
The dreams have begun, not the "I have a dream" kind either. More like the "I'm on my way to launch and realize I have forgotten to pack any extra underwear!" kind of dreams. Now I know there is no way this will happen considering I have made lists, checked them twice, and then thrown it away because I still cant eliminate enough to come remotely close to weight limits!!!
Ok pause. Just take a break for a moment.
Why am I so afraid?
Afraid that I might forget something important.
Afraid of having to eat peanut butter (I absolutely hate it)
Afraid to say goodbye.
Afraid that when I say goodbye it will be the last time.
Pause some more, pray, take a breath.
I can feel the fear lift away like the fog dissipates after a morning rain. It's gradual but I can see clearer every moment. So this is it the final countdown before I leave. If you are in the Springfield/ St Louis area I would love to hang out with you before I launch in July.
Here is the plan for the rest of my time in the USA
May 11th moving back to Stlouis
May 18th-24th Training camp in GA (S-Squad Represent!!!)
June 1st-6thish Final time in Springfield (may come back again but who knows I hate making plans)
June 22nd Going away party in the Stlouis area (everyone is welcome)
July ????? I do not know the actual day I will be leaving but the beginning of July is the plan.
Id love to see everyone I can before I leave and give you a giant hug. So if you can just contact me and I will try to work something out.
Financial Update/////
Currently my account is sitting at roughly $6000 which has put me past my first deadline and secured my spot at training camp so THANK YOU! I still have a long way to go but I know it is possible. I have been working and saving my own money and have about $5000 to go towards my trip. So this means I have a total of $11,000. Holy Cow thats a lot of money! this means I only have $4500 to go until
I will be fully funded. If you would please pray and consider supporting me in this journey I will be forever thankful, and the kingdom will be forever impacted by you generosity.
