Wow where does the time go? How did I not accept God as my Lord and Savior sooner? What should I do with my life? Where should my next chapter begin to be written? What is going on around me in the lives of others?
Jesus saved me with His utmost perfect timing. I was one of the people who had to touch rock bottom and throw my hands up surrendering to His forgiving and gracious love. His presence is like a wildfire within my soul. Still a baby in my Christianity, by my faith sees beyond the unknown. I know His word is teaching me daily of how to soldier through the world as a God fearing woman.
(ya, He loves us. Ooooh how He loves) – PS I randomly breakout into song ALL the time! Prepare yourself 🙂
Before accepting Christ I would turn to others for support, direction, counsel. Don’t get me wrong I still seek counsel, but I have realized how important it is to take all things to God from the very start. Prayer is incredibly powerful. He is guiding me on the path He has specially constructed for me. To walk this path continuous conversation with God is vital. Whether that is with prayer, worship, or just calling out His name in times I feel anxious, overwhelmed, loved, or doubtful. He will see me through all my ups and downs in this world.
(set a fire down in my soul that I can’t contain that can’t control I want more of you God)
I now see the importance of seeking godly counsel, and becoming part of a Christian community. Their advice may not be the same as the feeling I have in my heart. It may not be the same response I am getting from God. This is how I know it is important to keep my eyes open, my ears perked, and my heart present.
(God’s not dead…He’s roaring, roaring, roaring like a lion)
Recently I had a mission trip tug on my heart. I checked out a couple organizations. One caught my attention so strongly. I began reading blogs, checking out the trips, following their Facebook and Instagram. The World Race! It made headlines through out all of my searches and free time. A few days later after praying if I should apply something came to me telling me to APPLY. I stayed up until 4AM filling out the application. The questions and truth made me feel vulnerable. I found myself thinking how could God take me to minister to people with a past like this. Then God came through speaking more truth into my heart. Speaking loudly, to drown out the devils whispers of discontent, in the forgiveness He has graciously lay upon my life as His child. My pastor, Ernie delivered a sermon that helped me to understand Gods promise. When I accepted God into my life He forgave me, and He gave me new life. It is harder to accept forgiveness, because we as humans feel like we have to earn it. We have to have FAITH, and know that His promise is true. My life is forever changed because of His grace.
I commit my life to the purpose of God. If 11 countries in 11 months are to be Gods plans for me, then I will be accepted as a warrior for The World Race. If not I know He has another purpose for me to fulfill in His glory. I feel The World Race would display a completely different world to my eyes. That God will use others to shape me into the person He has intended me to be. I believe He will teach me gratefulness, compassion, love, trust, patience, and so much more than I can even imagine.
(the hope of nations… savior He can move the mountains. He is mighty to save)
There are many around me that I hope to touch with Gods word. There are also many I haven’t an understanding of every day life that I believe I could impact. I realize as a single woman I have all the opportunity needed to revolve my desires and dreams to minister around the world.
Lord, I thank you for loving me unconditionally, for forgiving me of my sins, for opening my eyes to Your bigger picture. I pray that I accept the plans for you purpose. You have a way with my heart that sings songs of love. I pray for those who have yet to feel Your love. I pray that Your light shines through me to minister to these people. I love You and thank You for guiding me. In Jesus name I pray.
Amen
– I wrote this on 12/1/14. This was before I was accepted to The World Race. I have recently been accepted, and I commit to ministering in 11 countries for 11 months. I will live my life for the purpose of God!
This is a little about me as you already know I break out in song from time to time. I love Jesus! I have a longing for adventure. Meditating on God’s word has become instilled in my being. I love people. I enjoy cooking/baking with new recipes (mostly Paleo). I love to hike, workout, catch a movie, play games. I crave deep conversations. I am a small town girl….small town mountain girl! I have 2 bothers, and a sister that mean so much to me. I’ve worked as a Pharmacy Technician for close to 7 years. I have a creative side of poetry, drawing, and trying to learn guitar. Oh I like to sing 😉 I didn’t say I was amazing.
I hope you all stay tuned to my blog as I prepare for launch July 2015, and while I am on the mission field with my squad. We will minister in South Africa, Swaziland, Mozambique, India, Nepal, Thailand, Cambodia, Vietnam, Guatemala, Honduras, and Nicaragua. Please, please, please keep us in your prayers!
Isaiah 49:6 “It is too small a thing for you to be my servant to restore the tribes of Jacob and bring back those of Israel I have kept. I will also make you a light for the Gentiles, that my salvation may reach to the ends of the earth.”
