I’ve never wanted be home more in my life than I did today.
We were standing outside of a coffee shop in Antiqua and I was bawling my eyes out because I had no clue why I was on this trip.. I wasn’t having fun on this “awesome journey” with The Lord anymore.
I was done.
Fast forward to later on tonight when my team was talking about all the darkness that is in this village that we are living in. There are individuals that are being attacked so bad that they can’t even sleep through the night. After talking for a while, I felt The Lord wanted me to bring up the Holy Spirit. After finding out that some of our team hadn’t been baptized in the Holy Spirit I knew that it was time to pray.
Y’all all of the girls that were prayed over tonight were baptized in the Holy Spirit and received gifts from Him!!!
My day started out with being so uncertain about why I’m on this trip and ended by God telling me exactly why I am here.
>>>He showed me just how much of a city on a hill my team is in this place. That now that we all are aware of our gifts and authority, we are unstoppable to the Devil!
>>>He told me that despite my feelings I always need to trust that His plans are more. That if I had decided to be done with this trip (like I so badly wanted to) and not participate in what he had for me, I wouldn’t never been able to grow with my team like I did.
So trusting Him completely stinking sucks at the beginning but it is so worth it when you see the fruit. I have so much more to grow, but I know if God can do this much in just one day, He is going to completely rock my socks off in 9 months!!
So if all of you could please be in prayer for this awesome village, that is under so many strongholds and chains. And for my team. That we would continue to grow closer with The Lord and together, without the enemies interference.
Thank you all! I love you!
