So, Training Camp… where to begin? I don’t honestly have the words to describe the magnitude of what happened in the past two weeks.
I never knew it was possible to change so much in 10 days, but apparently it’s possible. Training camp changed me and stretched me in every way imaginable- physically, spiritually, and emotionally.
I am new. And I am so thankful.
God really addressed my identity in Him the past two weeks. I can’t count the times He used a circumstance, song, scripture or person to communicate to me His love, acceptance, forgiveness and passion for me. He is showing me to be the Lover of my soul, and it has truly taken my breath away. I have fallen in love with Him in a way that I’ve never experienced before. And here He is, about to take me on the adventure of a lifetime. He’s so wonderful! The fact that He knows all the desires of my heart and can meet all of my needs and never leaves me is so powerful. God healed me this week… Healed me from my emotional pain, insecurities, wounds and unforgiveness. Now I have the scars- and they are beautiful because they tell a story. A story that can help countless others find their hearts in Jesus. I can’t wait to share and pour into the people I will come into contact with in the next year. I have so much excitement for what He is going to do in me and through me!
When I arrived at camp, I really didn’t know what to expect. I almost tried to expect the worst so that nothing could be as bad as I had imagined haha. I now understand why AIM and other racers keep Training so secretive/vague…it’s all about the experience. From bucket showers to international food and physical challenges, I never knew what I was capable of!
God used every aspect of camp to transform me. It was a very powerful experience- something that I came back from knowing I will never be the same. I guess in a way, the reality of what I’m about to experience has struck me, but I’m not afraid, I’m excited. Training camp helped eliminate my fears of inadequacy and weakness. Now I know that I don’t have to worry about being strong because Jesus is strong for me. I don’t have to worry about raising the money because Jesus is my provider. I don’t have to worry about getting sick because He is my healer and protector. He is doing something really amazing in my heart lately, and I really don’t have words to describe it. His love is just continually overwhelming me every moment of every day. He’s the best thing in this life, truly the best thing. I’m so thankful I am His.
Right now, this is all I can manage to express. I’m hoping to be able to process more in the coming days and weeks so I can share more of my experience about camp. Just know it was incredible and I am so thankful! Thankful for my supporters, friends, family, AIM, my lovely team and squad, and the One who made me. I love you all.
