God has been doing a lot of work in my heart lately. I have come to realize that I have lost hope in the area of fundraising. I have begun to believe the lies of Satan and allow them to control my thoughts and actions. Not only have i been extremely discouraged but I have given in to the idea that God isn’t going to provide the rest of the funds. What an absurd idea! If I know without a shadow of a doubt that I am supposed to go on the world race, why would I even give thought to the idea of the money not coming. Regardless if the money comes or not, I’m not walking in faith and trusting that going on this trip is whjat God has for me and He will provide for it. I have surrendered to obedience in Christ, if he wants me to go, awesome! If not, that’s ok too. I trust God no matter what. So why do I worry? Fundraising has definitely been one of the hardest things I have ever had to do, but if I let the action of fundraising create doubt and lack of faith, then I have completely lost focus and am no longer even working towards the goal Christ has called me to.
Everyone’s funding process looks different. But we each have to have the same amount of faith.
No matter what happens I have to hold on to hope that God is sovereign and in control. He knows whats best.
Please be praying for me as I seek to trust the Lord to provide for my trip.
