I have an itch.


to just take everything I "own" and shove it in a trunk.

There is too much stuff in my way.
I get distracted.

options,
options,
options.

I want to be content with having
less.

How is that possible
in a society where 
we are persuaded
to have 

more, 
more,
more.

I have always been told by my friends that I have too many clothes.
It doesn't seem like I do because I will wear something once then get tired of it.

I will walk into my closet day after day and become bored of what I own
then see a friend with some hip outfit and, impulsively, want to go shopping.

This pattern is a problem.
You might know this feeling.

For 11 months, I will have very few articles of clothing.
As I am writing this, I'm finally at a point where I'm thrilled at the above statement.

I want a piece of cloth to no longer distract me.
I want to wear my personality.

I want to only focus on making a positive impact on someone else.
I want to no longer care about myself.

papa God,
help me to want less.
I want Your spirit to cover me.
I want my outward appearance to radiant Your goodness.
You are all I need.