I sit here in Vienna, Austria in a compete state of
awe. I almost feel numb to the
world right now. I have just
traveled to more than 11 countries seeking the one thing that means everything
to me, Jesus Christ! I sit here
with 52 other people around me who have literally been my family this year, but
then I get hit with a sharp reality. Some I will never see again, some who will only be a small part of my
life, and even more some will be a big part of my life. But more than that, the shocking
reality is in 5 days I will never be with them 24/7 again. It’s a moment of giving and receiving
love, letting go and holding in wide open hands what God has given me this
year.
All the Leaders…great people!!!!
And yet in this moment of awe, deep within me I feel
completely consumed with a stirring and a feeling of rinsing up. I want to lay everything down for
Jesus and to pursue Him more and more.
Over the events of the past couple days the Lord has really taught me a
lot. I’m in awe of how much my God
pursues me, how much He is living right inside of me and how much it chokes me
up just thinking about the very essence of who He is. I can’t explain much right now, but what I can share is that
God is good, He is so good. He is
what I want my life to forever be about.
God has moved and is moving in all of our lives. No matter if we slip and fall or if we
excel, He is by our side. He knows
our hearts, He knows our needs and He knows everything about us. At a point such as this…a point of
everything rising up to complete a season I hear Him say to me, “I’m not done
with you…I want more of you and I’m going to continue to pursue you, this is
not the end, it’s only the beginning.”
The stirring in me is the Holy Spirit speaking to me and comforting
me! We are His precious ones and
He is calling us….God I want to hear You and rise up to what You have for me!
I love you all and am so excited to see you!!!!!!!!!
