Living your life to the FULLEST is not just an idea or a naive comment but a reality.

I am trying to find words so I will just type out what I wrote to God yesterday: Here is some of my heart.

10.15.09

Lord I know that the abundance comes from feasting in you. SO bring the jubilee. People have consumed so much of the wrong food. They are hungry and have been found in false satisfaction for years. I am HUNGRY, age 24, and by your grace am feasting in pure satisfaction that last for an eternity. Those with false satisfaction sustains but DOES NOT bring life. I desire they feast at the Tree of Life.

New Life has come upon me today. New freedom that breaks the slavery so that I can be fully yours–full of you–in abundance–to give away.–living in this freedom, authority, wisdom, with much discernment and revelation. Ask, seek, knock– Lord I will see the utter amazement of the knowledge of the glory of you covering the earth as the waters cover the sea (Hab. 2:14)
 
(~pic taken in Durban, South Africa.)

As I come to know you, may your character truly remain in my soul, spirit, mind, body and heart. I pray for refreshment as I read your WORD to see it in a new enlightenment that only points to you. Glory to you. Your wonderful personality. Honor. Newness. Deeper anointing that breaks the yoke. Integrity. I want to live in your presence no matter where I am. Fully Alive~fully myself. No need to please man but you. Come to that place where I wake up and know and believe I AM a beloved daughter (period).

I believe that the supernatural meets the natural and leads people to the fullness of you. Not existing but LIFE here on earth. Trusting you more, during all circumstances with no fear but of power, love and a sound mind. Could heaven possibly be coming here? Your Kingdom come on earth as it is in heaven.

I want to consider others better than myself, serve and look back and see thousands following, even nations, because Christ in me, the hope of Glory.

Protect me Oh Lord. This is just the beginning. Your hedge of protection around me. Only your will in my life. The Abundant Will, your blessing following me all the days of my life. Wisdom My LORD. I ask because I know you freely give.

Thank you so much. Thank you. More FIRE…Spirit so much more. Have I only tasted? Oh may I feast even more in your presence at your table that you prepare. I will never leave your table. Covenant Spirit is upon me.

Help me, equip me, for the seasons to come…Isa 61. So much to say but you alone are worthy. Take my life and ring out every last drop and fill it with the Christ in ME, soaking up the living waters…SO I can give even more LIFE to those who are thirty. May I come to a place where I just INDULGE in your presence. CHEERS to the New Covenant….the covenant of indulgence. More than conquerors.