So, last night I was reading my devotional (called Daily In His Presence, if you’re looking for fantastic devotional
) and the last paragraph he writes “May the Holy Spirit imprint deeply in our hearts the wonder of missionary work! The message of salvation must reach all those who have not heard it. Let us offer ourselves wholly and without reserve that souls may be led to join in the Song of the Lamb before the throne of the Lord” (Andrew Marray, July 5). I could not have said it better (literally) and feel that this devotional speaks to all of us as we approach this year of calling.
It was through my best friend I came to know about this amazing adventure with the Lord. She mentioned it to me one day while we were driving back to her house after coffee. She said it sounded like something I needed to do and initially I thought she was crazy. I mean who gives up their whole life to leave everything they’re doing for a year? Me as it so happens, and all the other amazing racers who have felt the Lord calling to them. As I researched the world race, prayed and realized it was exactly where the Lord wanted me I could not help but surrender. Like my devotional discussed I want to whole heartedly and without reserve reach out to those who have not heard about our Lord’s grace and sacrifice. This means going from daily nursing to navigating the unknown world of intriguing cultures. It means the loss of convenience and comfort, but the gain of believers and beautiful friendships. It ultimately concludes the spread of Christ’s name; a calling more important that anything that I have ever known in my short years.
There have been many times in my life where I have made the wrong decision or not followed the direction I thought the Lord was calling me to, thinking I knew what I wanted in life and how best to obtain it or not truly understanding the Lord’s guidance. Now, as I pray that the Lord guides me in this journey I could not feel more secure in where he wants me. Although I am confident this is the path he is calling me to I am also nervous; again leaving everything I know to follow the one thing the Lord has weighed on my heart. So as I leap into this journey I reference Psalm 23:3-4 and know that the Lord is my strength and rod. This is where I am supposed to be.
So, that being said….I cannot thank all of you enough for your support: financially, emotionally, and physically. This wouldn’t even be an option without all of you.
Thanks for reading.
Tabbi
