Let’s just be real here. No masks, no facades, just straight up authenticity.
I CANNOT DO THIS ON MY OWN. Let’s put aside the fact that I still need about $15,600 in order to participate in what is probably the greatest thing I can do for the kingdom at this moment.
I can do none of it, nothing in this life, on my own. All funds aside, I cannot make my own heart beat. I cannot make my lungs keep inflating and deflating. They just do, because God in His infinite wisdom thinks that their time to stop doing what they do best has not yet come.
Seek first the Kingdom of God, and all else will follow (Matthew 6:33). That is what I am holding on to. I am letting go of everything else, because holding on to things I cannot control gives me carpal tunnel and leaves me breathless with nothing to show for it. God is in control of my eternity, so why do I struggle to trust Him with the everyday, the blink-of-an-eye, the vapors in the wind?
I do not understand this life, all I know is that God understands. And since He holds me in His hands always, no matter if I talk to Him all day or if I get distracted by this life, this is all I need.
You are my breath, my life, my Friend when no one else remains with me. That is what I know for sure.
