…and I will never be the same.      

Over this year I learned a lot about relationship. I have learned about God’s love, how deep it is, how real it is.

Over and over I have said how I wanted to know the heights, the depths, the width, and the length of God’s love. And slowly but surely he is revealing more of it to me. As I believe more of what he says.

He is moving at my pace. He isn’t running ahead waiting for me to catch up. He isn’t walking behind making sure that I don’t miss anything and making me fight for myself. He is walking beside me and guiding me through it all. Holding my hand walking me down this beautiful path that I have never seen before.

And the best thing is that the path never ends. As much as I think that I have reached the limit, there is still more. There is still more places to explore. There is ground that we haven’t even come close to touching.

So as I come into this next season this is where I am going to continue to go, down this path. I could tell you all about how the things I am doing lined up, and decisions were made, but all I really feel I should say is that this next season I am going to be living in the Love.

     And the season after that I will be living in the Love.

     And the season after that I will be living in the Love.

Do you get the point?

    There is no end.

Isn’t that incredible?!
I can’t even begin to fathom what is going to come next. My life is like a rollercoaster, the slow start, the fast start, where my stomach drops at some points, where I feel the wind rushing through my hair, where I am screaming because nothing else comes out, then I am laughing, the surprise turns, the loops, sometimes it’s scary, but afterwards it is almost always a great ride. Sometimes it hurts after, occasionally for a while. And whatever happens, however the ride goes, I want to get on another one. I’m hooked.

It has taken a hold of my heart and changed me.

So in short I will be in Kansas City, moving in with some friends, leading some high school groups, going to church, hanging out with family, resting, while…


living in the Love.
“You’re an endless ocean, a bottomless sea.                     
            There’s no end to the affection that you have for me.â€�

-Jonathan David Helser