We’ve been home for 12 days. In many ways it feels like I never left and the past 11 months were a dream. On the other hand the past 11 months were some of the most real experiences of my life. I mean, I do and I don’t know how it all happened…just boom, 11 months gone by so fast.
There are many thoughts firing around in my head, but only a few words I can jot down.
As I process it all, it’s overwhelming to think of everything I don’t know about my thoughts and feelings towards the experience I had in South America, and about the future for that matter. Despite what I don’t know for sure, there are some things that are clear.
So, here’s what I know…
I know a lot has happened this year, both on my journey and here in the states. I know I was meant to have done this. I know I was created for experiences like this past year. Experiences that brought me closer to God.
I know I’ve seen breathtaking places in each of the 12 countries. I have been on more bus rides than I can count, eaten more bread and ice-cream than I could have ever imagined, and met more people than my introvert self could deal with sometimes. I know I have learned more Spanish and had some impactful conversations because of it. I know I experienced more cultures and liked/loved them, and I know that the past 11 months hold some of the most treasured adventures I’ll ever have.
I know in some ways I got more than I bargained for. I had my world rocked and I know I have grown in many ways. I know that God used me to impact his kingdom and the world, but he also used his kingdom and the world to impact me. I know I lost “myself” and found my true self, and that I will always be discovering more. God revealed, restored, and ignited things deep from inside me. I know I am better after the trials and triumphs of this year, and I’m glad it all happened.
I know more about myself, the world, and most importantly God. I know I don’t have it all together, but God has a plan. I know my worth is from Him, my confidence is from Him, and my hope is in Him. I know in a deeper sense his bountiful and unwavering love for me. I know he has more radical adventures for me. I know I want to continue to pursue the path less travelled and be open to how God wants to reveal himself to me and the world. I know He will never fail me and He is faithful.
I know I met a lot of amazing people this year, my squad and all my new friends and family in South America. I know I could not have done it without all the amazing people who prayed and financially supported me, so a grand thank you! I know God used you as part of the journey for a reason.
I know the World Race has left its mark on my life and even though a lot has changed, its been for the better. I am forever thankful for all of this last year and for a God that exceeds all my expectations. And lastly, I know that we have one awesome, unimaginable, good, and loving God!
For Christ and His kingdom, may we all come to know what a wonderful God he is.
Also, here’s a little throw back to Colombia (month 1), and an accurate representation of how life feels now…kinda knowing but not really knowing what’s going on, smiling and making it through with friends!
