So basically I have a lot of friends still living for the world, and it breaks my heart. Whenever they bring up a subject that they know I am strong in my faith about they mock me and tell me to go and join them in there worldly ways. More and more I realize that my friendships that i once held so dear to my heart will have to be severed.
If I am to live for God than I am to live for nothing else. It's been made clear in my quiet time that this has to happen and strangely I'm totally comfortable with it. I'm thinking it's God's way of protecting me from the one thing that might hurt the most. Some of these guys I've burried other friends with, and others I've almost died with.
They know that I'm going on the World Race and mock my decision for it. So I guess all I can do is pray for them. I try to invite them to church but they always somehow brush it off. I don't know why they don't come to the Lord but sometimes seems like they afraid to stop living for themselves and starting living to serve the most high God.
In my last blog post I wrote how I had been delivered. Well, through that deliverance God has totally reprogrammed me. I no longer seek pleasures of the world. I delight in the Lord and find all my happiness comes from serving him! I was looking to fill a void in partying, sex, alchohol, and weed, but nothing brings me peace and such a high as the Lord my God. The Holy Spirit brings me to a place of such joy and worship it transends any words that any human language has. (I guess an overflowing cup works lol 😉 )
I just want my friends to have what I have in Jesus Christ and to persue him with every part of their being. Please keep them in your hearts, thoughts, and Prayers.
