Ugh wow so Training camp was beyond words but im gonna blog about it anyway. The Father, Son, and Holy Spirit were revealed to me in a whole new way and I feel way more applicable and free with the Holy Spirit than ever before! Not only this but I got to go camping for a week with about 58 or so of my new best friends! This new family of mine is so iNcredible. I feel totally free around them. I can be as goofy or serious or in the Spirit as I want around them.
What this week has revealed is that so much more than redemtion has come from our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. So much more! Spiritual gifts are one of the most fascinating things about our faith. Through out the week God gave me certain things weather it was through worship or through scripture and I've been wanting to share it so bad! So here it goes! The following are excerpts from my journal durringthe week of training camp!
"I'm sitting here in worship and honestly traveling to these countries is the last thing on my mind. I'm knowing more and more this worship is for Abba YHWH; not for me to feel good. I'm also not feeling well so that is taking it's toll. I think deliverance and healing are going to arrive this week. I'm tired but I will praise my God anyways because I love Abba YHWH with all my heart, soul, spirit, strength, and mind. These lies from the enemy will run at the sound of the name of Jesus. These lies and intrusive thoughts will leave me. I declare it in Jesus' name! He stretched out his hand into the world and said, NO! This one is mine! That is the victory that belongs to my God! This is my bootcamp that my God has called me to!"
"Just a little while longer till I can fall on my face at His (Jesus) feet and give Him (Jesus) that most personal Halleluja! That most personal praise!"
"I'm a passionate aggressive! Passionate to love. Passionate to Praise. Passionate to care. Lord make me as aggressive to forgive as you want me to be. Father make me as aggressivley compasionate as you want me to be. In Jesus name Amen! Lord take me to the Everest of this."
So basically that was only a small portion of what went down this week. I think I only wrote these things in the first few days. Special thanks to all the folks in charge of N squad for helping us become vulnerable yet dangerous Christ followers. And honestly that's kind of how I feel after this week. I feel empowed, incouraged, and my mind feels very opened up. God has done something in my very being this past week that is incredible. It honestly feels like I could preach a sermon T.D. Jakes style! I feel like hitting something with joy, or doing high-knees for an entire mile, if that makes any sense at all. I can not describe what it's like when I tell people these things in person. It's like I can feel them getting encouraged word by word! Finally I would like to leave you with two Passages that rocked my world this past week. The first is Mark 14:61-62 and Psalm 2. Psalm 2 basically sums up what happened this week! Basically SO MUCH VICTORY! PRAISE ABBA FATHER GOD YHWH AND THE LORD JESUS CHRIST!
