1- These are the last days that I’ll be living in the house that I’ve grown up in my entire life


2- These are the last days I take for granted all the people who have helped support me while I prepare for this trip, because I’m about to see how their money is going to move lives


3- These are the last days I get to spend with the people in my life who I have grown closest to.


4- These are the last days I spend my life living as a boy and start transforming into the  man God wants me to be.


5- These are the last days I stand blind to the world and her problems


6- These are the last days I wake up to not having to step out of my comfort zone


7- These are the last days I get to chose from 15 different kinds of cereal


8- These are the last days where adventure is not mandatory and T.V. is an ok substitute


9- These are the last days that I fit in everywhere I go


10- These are the last days I’m not thankful for every bit of food I eat


11- These are the last days I believe sleeping in a ridiculously comfortable bed is my God given right


12- These are the last days I don’t have to open my eyes to what God wants me to do


13- These are the last days I complain when the water heater goes out


14- These are the last days I take my moms cooking for granted 


15- These are the last days that I’m allowed to sit back and just watch the world go by…


The sad part is 15 days are way too many days to be the last days. Today should be the last day I live a as boy. Yesterday should be when adventure started being mandatory. A week ago is when I wanted to stop fitting in. 

These are the last days I try to get a jumpstart on what God has planned for me when I should have started years ago.


These are the last days.