As I find myself walking through the city here in Kiev, I
realize how out of place I feel. I finally look like everyone around me (first time in 10 months!) since I
am half Hungarian and half Polish, yet I still stand out. The people here dress
so stylish and fashionable. I feel so out of place in the plain clothes that I
am wearing. I feel like a bum, yet I am constantly reminded of God’s pure love
for me. God is teaching me that I stand out for a reason, not only in the lack
of style, but in my appearance, in my beauty,
in the light of Jesus that radiates off of me.
Image has not been something I have ever really struggled
with. However, it feels very much in my face here in Europe. Materialism, self
image and appearance are definitely struggles here in Europe – strongholds
maybe? I feel as though people hide behind their appearance and overindulge in materialism.
It seems very similar to the United States, which is really interesting to see.
I am finding that this month in Ukraine is definitely a
transitioning month. I feel as though God is slowly preparing me for life back
in the States. It’s already surprising to me the response I am having with
certain things that I know will be similar in the States. My perception and way
of thinking has changed tremendously since the beginning of this journey.
I know I will be struggling with judgment when I come home
so that is something God is working in me now. Little things have been
bothering me lately. Frustration, irritation, and distractions are things that
I have really been facing here.
Please
pray against the strongholds here in this city:
* lust
* anger
* hate
* greed
* gluttony
* frustration
* confusion
* bitterness
* lonliness
* oppression
* self-image
* pride
* selfishness
