So I have been wanting to write more on training camp and my new team, but I need to write this first.
I’m struggling. I don’t know why. I don’t know where my strength went. I don’t understand, but my new super sweet friend and fellow racer sent me this text the other day and I do know this:
“I am a child of God. He is alive in me. I have been blessed with gifts usable for the Kingdom. He speaks LIFE over me daily. He loves me and wishes me well. This is MY God. He has affirmed in me so many ways, I belong in the P squad. I WILL be built up in God’s truth and not the lies of the enemy.”
Isaiah 43:10: “You are my witnesses,” declares the LORD, “and my servant whom I have chosen, so that you may know and believe me and understand that I am he. Before me no god was formed, nor will there be one after me.
God chose each and every one of us. and He is NEVER going to give up on me. He will SET ME FREE. Lord, I have faith. I know your love never fails and never ends. It never quits, it never stops chasing my soul. I love You. Thank You Father, Thank You Daddy. You won’t let go and You won’t stop chasing. I am here and I will no longer let the lies capture my heart. This is all for YOU. My heart is ready whether my mind think so or not. Let’s do this. I want to waste my life on YOU and you alone. I live for YOU for LIFE. Father, this is so much easier to say than do, I pray my actions, thoughts and words live by this. SET ME FREE!!!! break off my fear, break off the lies, break off all that isn’t you!! I’m never going to leave. (listen to this encouraging song by Jonathan David Helser here, called “You’re Never Giving Up”)
Pray for the next 3 weeks. It’s gonna be so hard. I’m ready to just be in Haiti. Love you all supporters 😀 (Also, below is a video from my baptism!! I’m around the 2 minute mark, enjoy!)
