I do not think that I have ever been dirtier in my life.
I find that I am constantly covered in a layer of brown film. Granted I look tanner during the day than I actually am but besides that it is just gross.
Since being in Africa my daily hygiene has gotten less and less.
I occasionally wash my face with real face wash and brush my teeth at least once a day. But besides that it is baby wipe central.
I have found that I actually make it a goal to go a week without washing my hair. And do not mind waiting a day for a bucket shower even though I am constantly sweating.
O Africa, I really do not understand what you have done to me.
But I like it. Although I love showering and will pick it up again as a normal habit in the states. It is kind of freeing to be dirty and be ok with it. To wear the same outfit multiple days in a row, to go without make up and to not shower. I do not think I have ever lived like this in my life.
So thank you Africa for showing me that beauty is more than what I can accessorize with or cleanliness. That it is truly the inside that makes us beautiful as for now that is all that I have. The Lord has truly blessed me with this time here. To not care about the appearance and just focus on the heart. Because believe me the outside is dirty and a bit sweaty. But thankfully the Lord is doing leaps and bounds with my heart so I feel beautiful despite the lack of proper hygiene.
