We got to our Ministry site last night at about 6 PM. An orphanage called Good Shepherd when we got here the contact showed us where we will be sleeping for the month and then took us to dinner. We pitched our tents on the roof. Then next morning started at 6 AM with devotions where We talked about the armor of God.
While she was talking I kept looking at the boy sitting next to her. He reminded me of one of the kids I love so dearly back at home. I realized how much I missed everyone and I wanted to cry. Then I remembered a dream that I had last month. My dream was a message from God telling me to love with everything I have, even the people that I don't know personally, because God knows there heart. He created them and loves them very much. They can't feel God's love because they aren't open to his love. That doesn't mean that they don't need to be loved just as much as the people I already know God's love.
So I will try my best to love in a way that can't be explain any other way then God's love. I will try to love with arms open wide as if I myself have known these people my whole life. I will try to love……
Please pray that I will be able to let go of my fear of pain and love so hard that it hurts. Sure it might be painful but True Real Love is painful.
