Since being on the race, it has become easily evident what aspects of my character and being The Lord is growing me in. Last month in Guatemala, I thought I had recognized and conquered a specific weakness and area of growth. However, that's never how it works; this month in Nicaragua is only Level 2 of the game. For us to really and truly understand a concept and grow into specific characteristics and qualities, The Lord takes us through multiple lessons, deepening the curriculum each time. Thank goodness it's a life-long process to continually grow into and that it's ok that it is!
So what is this area He is currently growing me in? God revealed to me that I struggle with seeking approval from man through works and performance. I internalize and take on daily burdens that aren't meant to be burdens. I take other's frustrations onto myself instead of keeping my eyes fixed and focused on my Savior- in who is the ONLY one I need approval from.
Jesus already broke those chains and requirements for me, for everyone who also struggles with this! And He's granted us the freedom to walk in it- that's the part that takes practice and continual meditation of that truth. Colossians 2:13-15 tells us "And you, who were dead in your trespasses and the uncircumcision of your flesh, God made alive together with Him, having forgiven us all our trespasses, by canceling the record of debt that stood against us with its legal demands. This He set aside, nailing it to the cross. He disarmed the rulers and authorities and put them to open shame, by triumphing over them in Him."
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