The book i’m reading said it pretty well.  “God’s plan is usually pretty great.  It is a whole lot better than mine anyway. I am so glad that He does not allow me to win.”    Katie J. Davis, Kisses From Katie.

A story of relentless love and redemption.  see if I had it my way I would go back to school and figure out what I would do as a job for the rest of my life, or something else, I don’t know. But it’s a good thing that God said no, you are doing the race! I found out just how people with so little have a huge heart for God.  Also my identity in him, my gifts from God, how I can love the best that I can, and what God put in my heart for others. So I have always thought for a while that I am called to missions, but I never new what kind. do I always want to travel around the world? do I want to stay home in the states and do something there? or do I want to live in another country, or work for, an organization to help with missions. I still don’t know for sure, but I do know that God has put a couple of things on my heart that I am passionate about and maybe what I want to do.

Teenagers and Orphans! If you know me you know that I don’t really want to have kids, its just not a thing that my heart has ever wanted. I’ve said this since I was in like 7th or 8th grade. I do know that if its Gods will I would love to be a foster mom, with either adopting foster kid/kids or just fostering them and showing them God in the time I do have them. I know what my heart enjoys but not want I want to do, and I don’t think that is a bad thing. I think its good to just be here and do what God has put on my heart for now and after, or towards the end, if he tells me a different path to take other than the one I have in my head then so be it, I will do it.

so right now I’m on the path with missions! I leave in 10 days for South Africa and I cant wait!! maybe God will change my plans, or maybe he won’t, we will have to see…. I will update y’all on how it goes.