I figured I would no longer be blogging, but surprisingly it’s a great way to process things.
So here I am once again, becoming vulnerable to those who read my blog.
Transition
They tell you about it… But let me say it’s a lot easier hearing about it than actually doing it.
I was so excited about being back home. I guess in my mind I knew things had changed but I figured they could go back to the way they were before. I didn’t think I would be crying nearly every day. I knew I had changed but people would understand that right?
The honest truth is peoples lives went on. They each have their own things now and people. Everything is completely different. The familiarity I was so excited about, is no longer here. I feel like an outsider in my own home. I feel misunderstood. I feel different. I miss my people. After living with people 24/7 for a year, it breaks my heart waking up & not hearing 6 other voices. I know transition takes time and God has purpose in everything. There is a reason the Lord led me home and has me here for the next season. Trusting in Him & His greater purpose.
