What was I thinking when I signed up for this thing?!
WHY IS THIS SO HARD?
Why didnt I realize what a commitment I was making that day I got on my knees and prayed that prayer to begin a life of discomfort & uncertainty?
Sleeping with girls..Easy.
Getting drunk with friends… Cake.
Smoking weed to ignore problems.. A snooze.
Running away from my past… A breeze.
Parties & bars… Simple
Following the latest worldly trends… Habit
Deciding to walk into a hostile bar and pull out a drunk mother of 6 children and walk her home with her kids guiding the way as she slumped over our shoulders… tasking
Comfronting teammates with deep personal issues knowing it needs to be said but wont be recieved lightly… nerving
Opening my your soul to complete vulnerability in faith of purification… frightening
Recieving a tightly closed fist to the chest from a drunk man who dislikes christians, all for showing “fearless love”… painful
Praying for a pastor mourning over the death of his wife… heart wrenching
Trusting in the Lord that He will provide a way everyday… difficult
Living as a Christian has been the most difficult and painful thing I have ever done.
We are fearless lovers with complete understanding that the only thing we live for is to glorify our Father in Heaven. We dont have certainty of tomorrow. We look at life as temporary, searching for ways to bring joy to the Lord everyday. We sacrifice because He did..
Right?
