Tell me will you hold me? When wrong, will you scold me?
When lost, will you find me?
But they told me a man should be faithful, and walk when not able, and fight ’til the end…
But I’m only human.
Everyone’s taking control of me, seems that the world’s got a role for me…
I’m so confused
–Will You Be There by Michael Jackson
 
 

 

In this world today, it is surprising how much of an anchor
a person we have never met, touched, or held can
become in our lives. Hearing of the death of Michael Jackson
on Thursday afternoon stirred many emotions inside of my
chest, not the least of them being sorrow.

In this western mindset, celebrities become our equivalent
to mythologies, gods, goddesses, and legends. They are
always around us, influence the ways we see ourselves and
others, and are immortal. They are flawless, live in places
the vast majority of mortals will never see nor be permitted
to approach, and they love getting into fights with each
other.

Oh yeah, and they live forever.

In keeping with this parallel, Michael Jackson was a lot
like Zeus. He was always bigger, more powerful, more
well-known than the lesser gods. He was worth more money
than some countries, and despite always being frought with
scandals or making poor decisions, he attracted followers
from all over the world who were distingushed by their
fanatacism and devotion.

This Zeus, this King of Pop, had endless opportunities to do
whatever he so desired underneath the roof of this world.
There was no place he couldn’t go, no person he couldn’t
meet, no adventure he couldn’t embark, no mansion he
couldn’t buy, no dream he couldn’t acheive.
Simply by virtue of being himself, he had a
24/7 all-access pass to be anyone he wanted to be,
to do anything he wanted to do.
 
 
His list of personal acheivements is the heighth of what any
entertainer could possibly dream. He was the first
entertainer to truly cross racial boundaries, being
preferred by both blacks and whites among all other
performers in the 1980s. Due to the racial unification his
music brought in a time characterized by timidity and
unsteadiness between African-Americans and Caucasians, he is credited as
being one of the major catalysts for positive change among
racial relations in America
.

In addition to this, Michael
had devoted, die-hard fans in every continent on planet
earth and was known as the most internationally loved artist
to ever live.
His 1982 album, Thriller, is the best-selling
album of all-time, going platinum over 109 times and is the
only album to ever surpass or even come close to breaking
the 100 million mark.

In addition, Thriller also redefined
how modern music albums are organized, and the string of
hits that came from this album are what propelled MTV to
worldwide fame. Michael created what is arguably one of the
most difficult, popular, and loved dance moves of all-time –
the moonwalk. If I tried to write a comprehensive list

of his acheivements, the list would roll on and on and on and on.
 
So, what’s my point here?
 
 
Aside from being richer than any of us will ever be, and
more famous than any performer who ever lived…
 
Aside from giving more money to charity organizations than any entertainer who has ever lived,
including organizations that help underpriviledged children, cancer research,  
animal preservation, the ending of world hunger, orphans in America and throughout the world,
and aid that funded thousands of scholarships for African Americans…
 
Aside from the fact that he was not a politician or philanthropist, and he yet was responsible for helping
 unify an entire generation of people with vast differences – something that had not been so improved since the
end of The Civil War –  simply by virtue of the fact that the boy could sing…
 
Aside from being the artist credited with catapolting the success of MTV to fame so astronomical
that an entire Cultural Generation was named after it (which just so happens to be the one
into which I was born, The MTV Generation)…

 
And aside from being so successful that almost 1 in every 6 people living on
planet earth have a copy of one of his albums…
 
 
We remember him as a tragic life.
 
 
 
 
 
Brothers and sisters, Michael Jackson was no god. I say words that have been reiterated
so many times that they ring as cliche, but ponder this for a moment:
 
To those of you who subscribe to every celebrity magazine and pop culture blog
so that you can keep up with what color Britney Spears painted her toes this morning or
what type of coffee Jay-Z prefers to drink while in L.A.:
 
Michael Jackson was just a person.
 
 
He experienced pain like we do. He experienced happiness, even if the true sort seemed to
be rarely found in his life. He was the father of three children and had been a husband,
the leader of a household.  
 
You know when we walk out of a building, surrounded by our closest friends, miss a step and fall flat on our face?
That is humiliating, even surrounded by people who only care about us.
Imagine falling on your face in front of the entire world, only no one helps you up.
Imagine what kind of pain you would feel?
Imagine who you would trust?
Imagine how you would let those demonic strongholds into your life and attack you, day and night?
 
Imagine how he must have felt.
  
Now, to those of you who probably sent Michael Jackson jokes via text message mere hours after
his death, to those of you who snickered, “good riddance” when you saw it on the news, to those of you
who could never see him as anything more than a free convict with GUILTY tattooed on his
bleached and botoxed forehead:
 
 
Michael Jackson was once innocent, too.
 
 
 Once a little boy, growing up in a large, struggling-to-make-ends-meet family on the outskirts of
Chicago, all he wanted to do was sing.
 
A little boy singing. Possibly one of the most adorable and peaceful images of God’s serene love we can
find on earth.
 
Just a little boy. Fragile and sensitive – needing the same love, influence, and instruction we hope
to give to children all over the world this year – and looking to find it in places he didn’t receive it.
 
Through years of physical and emotional abuse, plus the added pressure of being
labeled as the bread-winner of the family from a single digit age, coupled with the crushing
identity loss of never having a true childhood and being a celebrity during such a young, developmental time…
 
Considering that “a child must be trained in the way that he should go”, how can we
mock the ruins of another human being, kick and spit on the wreck of a man he became when we
understand that he never even had any foundations built as a child? What alternative was there
but to fall?
 
If Christ, who loved the broken, is our cornerstone and our foundation, what kind of
house have we constructed that gives us justice in hanging out our windows,
laughing, mocking, texting death jokes, and rooting for the crumbling of our
neighbor’s house – the only thing he has – since he doesn’t have Christ?
 
 
 
 
“But I wouldn’t have abused a little boy!” you might say.
I suppose it is a great shame his own father never said those words.
 
“He deserves to be thrown in prison so those prisoners can do to him what he did to all those children.”
I’ve heard this one a lot. And it reminds me of a song by Sufjan Stevens.
 
 
The song is about another man, a criminal, named John Wayne Gacy, Jr., who, throughout the
1970s, kidnapped, raped, and murdered 33 teenage boys and buried them beneath the floorboards of his house.
The song is eerie, and tells the story in-depth, including Gacy dressing up as a clown before
the abuse and murder of his victims. It is a gruesome, devestating, and evil story. Merely
listening to the details conjur up images of demons, darkness, and evil.
 
But perhaps the most poignant illustration can be found in the very last lines of the song.
After listing how horrid, shocking, and twisted Gacy was, the songs says,
 
And in my best behavior, I am really just like him.
Look beneath the floorboards for the secrets I have hid.
 
 
At Training Camp, our speaker, Ben Messner, emphasized a
point that turned my world inside out. A statement, merely:
 



You are as sick as the secrets you keep.
 
 
What secrets have we kept?
What things do we do when no one looks?
Who are we when it is just us and our thoughts?
What evil sweeps our minds before we fall asleep?
 
This should be no secret: All sin is the same to God.
 
For whosoever keeps the Law as a whole but stumbles and
offends in one single instance has become guilty of breaking all of it.
–James 2:10
 
 
We are a society that is built on fairness. Sure, many things are not equal, neither are they ‘fair’,
but Westerners have a sense of fairness that most civilians in other countries in the world do
not necessarily get the privilege of having.
 
“All sin is the same to God,” I recently told my sister, “but not all sin is the same to man.”
 
That is why we have the right to hate our brother. He did something evil, vile, and cruel.
 
If anyone says, “I love God,” yet hates his brother, he is a liar.
For anyone who does not love his brother, whom he has seen,
cannot love God, whom he has not seen.
–1 John 4:20
 
The truth of the matter is that if we detest our brother, whether because he has more than we do
or because we think he is a dirty, rotten jerk, we have sinned. According to the law under which God operates,
we should be in that jail cell into which we’ve been so eager to throw Michael Jackson.
 
Thanks be to our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ that he wipes away the stains from our life,
making us holy and acceptable and free from all sin! Because of what He has done for us,
we do not have to suffer alone for one misguided step. The blood of Christ purifies us
from all sins – whether child molestation or pride – and all are free to come in!
 
 
So, if we are still operating under the idea that we are somehow justified in passing
judgement, remember that we are called to love, for it is the very stuff of which God is made.
 
And if we can’t accept that all sin is the same to God, best to live it up here, where we have a break.
Because sooner or later, we’re going to stand before The Only One who’s opinion matters.
 
 
 
 
As for Michael, let us pray wholeheartedly that he found Christ in the moments before his death.
My God is big and boxless and works in ways I do not understand. Who says that God
must operate in a single direction throughout time?
He is big enough to answer all of our prayers.
 
 
 
Because wouldn’t it be beautiful to find a redeemed Child of God moonwalking the streets of gold?
 
🙂