Dear Numbness,
This is the end for us.
I choose feeling. I choose authenticity. I choose life.
I am finished using the world to deny what the Lord created me to do; be a light to the world.
I am done suffocating my purpose with substances, people, and experiences.
It’s time for me to let you go because His vision for my life is more important than blurring mine.
It’s time for me to let go of the fake sense control that actually controls me.
It’s not me, it’s you.
Now is the time to be vulnerable. The time is now to feel deeply and unapologetically.
I refuse to remain stagnant in shame. Muddled in a life of purposeful disconnect.
I say good bye to artificial highs derived from surface emotions used to bury my true self and struggle.
Today I choose to build my life on a solid foundation.
Today I choose to be a woman in the world. Not of it.
I choose Christ.
I dedicate the fruit of my vine to His Kingdom and purpose.
In this moment, I declare freedom from Numbness, hiding, and running away.
Instead I will pursue to conquer the darkness of my sins with His light.
Numbness, you have been identified. You have been found out. You are dismissed.
You are not my true defense. Your walls are easily destroyed. Your fortress is built with the framework of lies and distorted truth.
I know you’ll try to come back but I will fight you. The Lord will protect and defend.
The sweetness of your poison will sour and temptation will not linger.
I release the enemy’s foothold on my spirit.
Numbness, you are no longer welcome here.
In His Name,
Daughter of Christ
