Celebrating one week of the most precious gift and I couldn’t be more on cloud nine. Im counting down the days and minutes until I get to kiss this sweet baby boy!!!! I love Saxon so much it freaks me out lol January 6th can’t get here fast enough, I love going to Cali and i love seeing my sister but he’s my only care in the world. I think Sarah just had a baby for me:)
this is cool: last week I got my acceptance letter to UAB! So I start in January, like the day after I get back from LA. I go to register next week! I’m super excited for this next season, I’m praying and hoping it’s fruitful in many ways. My time at Jeff State has been good, but I’m ready for a change and to be able to dig into my specialty classes! Ive worked hard at Jeff State and it’s paid off and because of that, I recently got an academic invitation to Beijing this summer to compete academically!!!!
Jesus and I are working some things out. This season has really been about clinging to truth, no matter my feelings or emotions. This last year has been really hard and some things happened which made me question his goodness. For a long time and even now I struggle thinking he’s not good to his people. Its been a distant year for us to say the least. I lost all trust and faith in Him. However, throughout this year I never saw Him stop fighting for me. In a way I feel like we are starting from ground one with building trust. I’ve always struggled very hard trusting him, as I feel a lot of people do! So with this I feel like it’s brought up weather I ever trusted him in the first place. I know truth in my head. I know he is good and I know He is faithful. And even when I don’t feel that, I choose to believe it because it is true. I’m excited to see how our relationship grows in this next season. I have a feeling it will be a slow process, I know he is going to show me a lot and heal my heart from past wounds. I rest in knowing His promises for me.
