My prayer lately has been for God to make me whole. I want to be wholly His. I want to rest in His glory and be secure in His love. 

It's not working.

Satan is being a JERK. He's putting things in my way that are distracting me from my real purpose in life. And I'm letting him. 

A good friend and squad mate of mine told me to read Psalm 23 over myself. She told me to say it outloud and visualize Jesus with me. She didn't know I was writing this blog at the same time she was teling me this. 

The Lord is my shepherd, I lack nothing.
     He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,
     he refreshes my soul.
He guides me along the right paths
    for his name’s sake.
 Even though I walk
    through the darkest valley,
I will fear no evil,
    for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
    they comfort me.

 You prepare a table before me
    in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
    my cup overflows.
 Surely your goodness and love will follow me
    all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the Lord
    forever.

Whoa, that worked. After bursting into tears and realizing that all this stupid stuff coming up in life has nothing on me and my God….

I'm ready to kick Satan in the face.