So, I woke up this morning at 5:30 thinking about –
Matt 6:34 : Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own".
Well.. I am worried and I have only been awake for 3 minutes Lord (Thats what I felt).. We found out yesterday the dates of our training camp… and honestly that hit me like a ton of bricks. A. Its only 4 months away. B. This is real, and its coming before I know it…. and I have been the worlds worst procrastinator. I work a full time nursing job, and I have been working extra to pay off some debt before I leave, and I am just plain tired when I am not working… the last thing I want to do is come up with fundraisers… I know… i know waaaa (I hate whiners, then I find myself whining)…. and the months are going by and the time is coming up so quickly…
I know but I know but I know this is where God has led my life. He has prepared my heart and soul, and He desires this from me. Its my time.
Psalm 46:10 says, “Be still, and know that I am God;
I will be exalted among the nations,
I will be exalted in the earth.”
What an amazing feeling to be able to carry on the Lord's work. What he calls us to do. Please pray for me. For guidance. For encouragement. In God's word in the Message translation, reading today gave me so much joy…
Matt 6:31-33 “What I'm trying to do here is to get you to relax, to not be so preoccupied with getting, so you can respond to God's giving. People who don't know God and the way he works fuss over these things, but you know both God and how he works. Steep your life in God-reality, God-initiative, God-provisions. Don't worry about missing out. You'll find all your everyday human concerns will be met.” (MSG)
I am so blessed to be a child of God. 🙂
